It's been a while since I posted, and I apologise for that. My mother-in-law died, and my husband and I have both been quite ill over the exigencies of long train journeys to visit her. However, here's a Regency romantic short story to get you in the mood for Valentine's day.
Lily in the Shadows
“I hope you feel better soon, Lily,
you are kind not to mind me wearing your ball-gown and going in your stead,”
said Arabella, pirouetting in a way that made Lily’s aching head spin. She was a vision in the sheer white muslin over
a gold underskirt, and her golden hair beautifully arranged like a Greek
goddess, two ringlets framing her face. Her blue eyes were brilliant with
excitement.
“You look lovely; have a good
time,” Lily managed.
Lily felt too ill to feel a pang
of envy that the ball-gown looked better on her little sister than it had ever
done on her. Catching influenza was most
unfortunate, when her stepmother had indicated that she would be willing to
bring Lily out, but it could not be helped. And Lily was very fond of her
lovely half-sister. She was not
especially fond of her stepmother, who was inclined to favouritism, but at
least Mrs. Letherington had given in with good grace when Papa had decreed that
his elder daughter should have a Season before Arabella should be brought
out. Aunt Maud’s legacy ensured that
this could happen finally, and if Lily was almost twenty years old, she was not
yet on the shelf, and at sixteen, Arabella was really too young, but would
doubtless manage to enjoy herself anyway. She would probably enjoy herself the more for
not having their father present, though Lily could have wished he was
here. She missed his dry, understated
humour, and his support when her stepmother favoured Arabella. However, Papa hated Town, and Lily could not
blame him. Her main reason for wanting a
season was to find a husband who was a pleasant companion, and escape to her
own household.
It would be the height of
cynicism to wonder if step-mama had sent Lily to take broth to a sick tenant
with the hopes that she might contract influenza and prevent her from taking up
her place in the ton, but it was
something that Lily wondered anyway. She had always been the sickly one,
catching any illness that was going around, though she had thought she had
grown out of it. Arabella never caught
anything, and had not even had the slightest reaction to being innoculated with
cow pox. Lily had been miserable for a
week, but it was preferable to catching smallpox.
Lily was asleep when the
ball-going party arrived home, but she woke up to find some macaroons on her
pillow beside her, wrapped in Arabella’s pretty lace handkerchief. How kind of Arabella to smuggle her
something nice in her reticule! Lily
smiled. Arabella could be a bit of a
spoilt brat at times, but she was generous enough in the main.
Arabella crept into Lily’s room
behind the maid who brought her broth to drink.
“Are you awake?” asked Arabella.
Lily managed a laugh.
“Silly, of course I’m awake, or I
wouldn’t be drinking broth, would I?”
“Well, you might be awake, but
not very aware. Should I open the
curtains at all?”
“A little, yes please. My head doesn’t ache so abominably now. There, that will do; thank you.” Lily smiled as Arabella came back over to the
bed and sat herself down on the end. Now
the curtains were open, her eyes were sparkling.
“You’ll never guess what!” Arabella’s voice was full of suppressed
excitement.
“You have a beau?” guessed Lily.
“Oh, you did guess! Yes, I have, and he is quite the most
beautiful young man I have ever seen, and very sweet natured, and we are going
driving this afternoon, Mama said I might do so!” Arabella could not resist a little bounce of
excitement, and Lily was somewhat occupied for a moment saving the broth from
spilling. “Oh please tell me you are pleased for me!”
“Of course I am pleased for you,”
said Lily. “I just had to rescue my broth from your exuberance.”
“Oh, I am sorry! I am in such a state of excitement. And as well as being pleasant and so
good-looking, Mama has discovered that far from being Mr. Paul Staithely, he is
Lord Staithely, and he is a Viscount, and heir to a dukedom, because his
cousin, Blazely, is unmarried, and an old curmudgeon and so likely never to
marry!”
“Will you want to be a duchess
then?” Lily asked, amused.
“Oh, I don’t suppose it will be
much more onerous than being a viscountess,” Arabella waved an airy hand. “And mother is delighted.”
Lily kept her thoughts to
herself. Her stepmother, descended from
an earl on the wrong side of the blanket, had always said that Arabella
deserved to marry a duke. This appeared
to be the next best thing.
“I presume that I am to cede my
season to you, to pursue the courtship,” said Lily, dryly.
“Oh, well, I am sure we can both
go to balls together when you are recovered,” said Arabella.
Lily said nothing. She did not think that her stepmother would
be wanting the older sister at any balls to spoil her own daughter’s triumph.
Lily was soon up and about,
though something of a shadow of herself for a while. She was pleased to note that her
half-sister’s affections seemed to be engaged so far as her viscount was
concerned, and she was not merely dazzled by a handsome face and title. She did not meet the paragon when he called,
as her stepmother deemed her too pulled for the excitement of receiving, but
she did enjoy sitting with her sister helping her decide which invitations to
accept.
She was puzzled when Gower, the
butler passed her a letter, but it undoubtedly was addressed to ‘Miss Rendersby.’
“Oh, that will be for me,” said
Arabella.
Lily felt her brows draw
together.
“But you are not Miss Rendersby;
you are Miss Arabella Rendersby,” she said.
“Lily, are you so jealous of your
sister’s success?” her stepmother snapped.
“No, ma’am, but anyone writing to
her would surely address her correctly, not as though she were the elder
sister,” said Lily.
There was an awkward silence.
“Oh Lily, Mama said I must not
mention that I was out when my sister was not,” said Arabella. “It is Lord Staithely’s handwriting.”
“I see,” said Lily. “I will give you the letter on the
understanding that you will clear up this misunderstanding at the earliest
possible moment.”
“Really, Lily, what can it
matter?” Mrs. Rendersby demanded.
“I am happy to cede my season to
my sister,” said Lily, “But I will not cede my position in the household to
her. I am the older sister, and glad as I am that she has found happiness, I
will not be treated as though I did not exist.
I am not Cendrillon, and when I do make my come-out, as you have
promised me that I should, I think it would not please the ton to find that they are deceived in the matter of our family,
will it?”
Mrs. Rendersby pursed her lips
into a thin line. Much as she might like to forget her promise to bring out her
husband’s awkward bluestocking of a daughter, it would not be possible to do
so, even though it was plain that the girl would never ‘take’. And the girl was right, society did not
readily forgive solecisms like deceit, even over relatively minor matters.
“How foolish we have been,
Arabella,” she said with a little angry laugh.
“We must make it clear that your sister’s health is on the mend. Perhaps we might bring you out in the little
season, Lily, my dear, when your health has fully recovered.”
“When there are fewer people in
town? I am sure that will be much more
convenient for you,” said Lily, cynically.
“Arabella, pass that missive to your mama; it is most improper of you to be receiving
letters from gentlemen without your mother reading them first to see if they
are suitable for you, since you are not yet betrothed to him.”
“And would you have handed it to
me, Lily?” asked Mrs. Rendersby.
“Once I knew it was from a man,
of course, ma’am,” said Lily. “I do
occasionally get letters, you know, from neighbours in the village and from old
school friends. I thought it might be
from the Simmonds sisters as the hand seems ill-formed and uneducated. It did not occur to me to think of a man
writing.”
Arabella laughed.
“It is excruciatingly bad, isn’t
it? I will tell him you thought it was
from a pair of curate’s daughters who run a haberdashery shop, and who never
had more than a most basic education, and he will find it funny too. He has no apology for his writing, you know;
he is left-handed in all other things, but of course was not permitted to be so
at school.”
“Ah, that would explain much,”
said Lily.
The engagement of Miss Arabella
Rendersby and Viscount Staithely was duly announced, and Lily was glad that she
was feeling almost like her old self again since an engagement party would
require a lot of organising, and Mrs. Rendersby generally found her nerves too
delicate to do much beyond decreeing that thirty couples would be invited. Lily
sighed, and got on with pacifying servants, sending out for outside
caterers, ordering drapes for the ballroom, chalkers to decorate the floor
appropriately, florists for the decoration both of the ballrooms and to place
in epergnes for supper, and left her stepmother and half-sister to agonise over
what Arabella was to wear.
The day before the ball, Lily
asked her stepmother,
“I have not received a gown for
the ball; what did you order for me?
Will you hurry the modiste along?”
Mrs. Rendersby stared.
“My dear Lily! I did not think you would be yet well enough
to attend!”
“Oh? As you thought me well enough to make all the
arrangements, I assumed you thought me well enough to come as well,” said Lily.
“I believe I may have to write to Papa and tell him that he will have to employ
a chaperone for my own come-out since you are rendered more unwell than someone
recovering from influenza over one small ball.”
Mrs. Rendersby went white.
“You need not trouble your Papa,
my dear, we shall manage well enough.”
“Mama, am I to infer that Papa
has no idea that I have not come out under your chaperonage? You haven’t even told him that I was
unwell! Now I understand why he wrote
that he understood that I had not had time to write to him, he thinks I have
been engaged in the social round! I am
sorry, Mama, but the servants will talk and he will get to hear of it, and it
would be better if he hears it from you, not from one of them. I strongly suggest that you write and
explain, or I shall have to do it for you.”
“I will write to him. Oh Lily, I never meant to deceive him, but it
was so hectic!”
“I will write and tell him that I
am improving in health; I will not condemn your actions, but I must say that if
you cannot be bothered to provide me with a suitable gown, I will not permit
myself to be held to ridicule by dressing in something made over from what my
sister has worn, or in one of my gowns from last year worn to a local
assembly. I have my pride!”
Mrs. Rendersby took refuge in
tears, and Lily walked away from her and went to her room. There was a limit to how much she would take.
Lily sat in the library while the
ball was under way, sorting out the accounting of the cost of it. There had been no time before to do more than
a rough reckoning, and it had to be done.
She finished at last, and went to choose a book.
“Does your mistress know you are
reading in her library?” The low,
musical voice asked, a little sharply.
Lily looked up, removing the
spectacles she wore for close work.
“And who might you be, and what
do you mean by addressing me in that tone?” she asked, crisply. “I am my own
mistress, sir.” Somehow the man’s air of authority made her feel defensive,
which was most inappropriate in her own abode.
He made her feel quite breathless as he peered at her.
He raised an eyebrow. He was a tall, loose-limbed man whose evening
garb, whilst punctilious enough, looked as though it had been bought for
comfort, not fashion. His hair, too long
for modern tastes, was caught into a bow at the nape of his neck, and his harsh
face was dominated by a large, hooked nose.
His clothing was of the best quality, however, and she noted that he was
assessing similarly her muslin round gown. She felt a blush arise and frowned. How embarrassing to blush like a maidservant
caught stealing a spoon!
“I beg your pardon; I saw a woman
who was not at the ball, and assumed, I see erroneously, that you must be a
companion, governess or upper servant of some kind. My name is Garth Fletcher, and I suppose you
are the other sister, spoken of and never introduced. Do satisfy my curiosity, and tell me what is
wrong with you that your younger sister is the one who came out, not you. Are you widowed already or something? I can
see that you do not squint, and may be supposed not to be dangerous.”
“Were you wondering if I were a
Bedlamite then?” she asked. He made her uncomfortable, looking at her so
intently, that she answered more sharply than had she felt entirely
comfortable.
“There are plenty of people
confined in Bedlam who would be quite happy if only given a happy home life,”
he said, reprovingly. “Most are not dangerous, merely unfortunate.”
“There are? I confess I had not thought of it. An error on my part not to have considered
their distress. I fear I have no
experience of the insane.”
“I had an aunt who was
confined. I arranged for her to be
removed from Bedlam and cared for until her death by a paid companion, and she
was quite happy, just inclined to sew intricate embroideries without cloth or
thread, poor old soul.”
“Oh, poor woman! I am glad you took care of her properly. Well, I am only dangerous in so far as my
tongue is concerned as it can be sharp when I am angry, and I am angry. It was to have been my come-out, Mr.
Fletcher, until I contracted influenza.
And it would have been profligate to waste the expense of a season when
my sister was old enough to enjoy it.
But I am still resentful that Cendrillon does not get to go to the ball.”
“Influenza? Lucky your sister did not catch it as well.”
“Oh, Arabella is rudely healthy,
and it is not part of a younger sister’s duties to visit the sick.”
“I see. A little reckless to go sick visiting before
your season, is it not?” He raised one eyebrow at her.
Her eyes flashed angrily.
“One would think so. Apparently it was a risk my stepmother was
prepared to take for me,” said Lily. “Do
you think I sequester myself deliberately because I am plain? I do not.
I have no ballgown because I made a stupid assumption that while I
arranged the ball, my stepmother would arrange my gown as well as Arabella’s.
Pardon me, but it makes me a trifle bitter.”
She slammed the accounts book
shut and picked it up, together with the novel she had chosen, and walked
towards the door.
“Where are you going?”
“To my room,” said Lily,
shortly. “I have embarrassed us both
enough already by that foolish and angry little outburst.”
“I am embarrassed only in having
congratulated your … stepmother, you say?
… on her arrangements for the ball and her exquisite eye with the floral
decorations. Ah, a flash of anger? I thought she seemed mystified when I
professed admiration at her choice of messages in the flowers.”
“I suppose she was happy to
accept your congratulations, however,” said Lily. “My stepmother is a pretty peagoose, and
could not arrange anything much more than getting dressed in the morning. As soon as I was about eight, I took over
running my father’s household. Why am I
telling you this?”
“Because I’m the first person to
come into your orbit who is listening and has no trouble in believing you,
perhaps?” Garth said. “You are
missnamed; you should be a Rose, not a
Lily, for you have a few thorns, which only the unwary might mind.”
She gave a half laugh.
“You do not mind my thorns?”
“Not at all; I would grow a hedge
of them in your shoes. You see, I
already have the measure of your stepmother, I think; a shallow and selfish
woman who thinks only of herself and her possessions, in which she includes her
own daughter.”
“You are the first person outside
the household I’ve spoken to since I had influenza,” said Lily. “Can you believe it; I’ve never even met my
future brother-in-law? Mama felt that
meeting people would be too fatiguing for me.”
“Was she afraid he would feel
obliged to offer for you instead?”
“Who knows? I’d not take him from Arabella, she’s
besotted. I wish I knew what he was like,
however. He sounds all that is amiable,
but I do worry about her, and I fear that Mama sees only that he has an amiable
title and good expectations for having a grouchy and elderly cousin who may be
depended upon to die obligingly without issue.”
“Oh, Paul is a good sort, and I
assure you he is as besotted as your sister. He’s not the sharpest stick in the
bundle, so they should suit admirably. He described her as a piece of precious
perfection, and I fear the alliteration was entirely accidental. However, I doubt she will notice his mental
deficiencies. ”
“You’ve met Arabella, I take it,”
said Lily. “I love her dearly, but she
is not especially clever. But that makes
her more marriageable than the plain featured bluestocking.”
“I think you do yourself down;
you have fine eyes, a pleasing bone structure, and your pale complexion and the
drawn look may be laid against having been ill.”
“Was that actually a compliment?”
“It may have been; I am not sure
how that happened, I do not have a reputation for turning compliments to anyone
so it appears to have escaped unbidden.”
She laughed.
“Well, I won’t tell anyone. Nobody would believe any man would compliment
me in any case,” she added. “Especially someone who has seen my sister, who is
truly lovely.”
“It argues well for her good
nature that you speak warmly of her, and that I am glad to hear, for I am fond
of Paul.”
“You know him well, then?”
“I have known him all his life.”
“Then your opinion of him is
valuable. I hope they will be happy.”
“You are generous, as your sister
has had your season.”
“That is no reason not to wish
her happy. I love her very much. It is
not her fault that my stepmother is … manipulative. I would not wish my
stepmother to be unhappy either, I am sorry I lost my temper and you caught the
brunt of it.”
“I am certain I would not be so
restrained in your situation,” Garth said.
“Might I call on you?”
“I should warn you that I am a
bluestocking.”
“Yes, you mentioned it. I was hoping to discover how much.”
“I read the newspaper and follow
politics, and though I learned no Latin at the small school I went to, I
learned some stories of the classics and have read such translations as are
available. I read French and Italian,
and I study botany as well as the more frivolous studies like the language of
flowers. I am enthusiastic about the
theories of Lamarck, which the traits of living things which permit them to
survive better, will be passed on in the heritance.”
“Then I fancy we will have plenty
to talk about. May I call for you
tomorrow afternoon?”
“I would like that. But it occurs to me, my stepmother will want
to know how I have met you, and that we are most improprietous in being here
together. I would not wish her to feel that we were compromised, for I fear she
considers it her duty to marry me off, and would not consider your feelings in
the matter.”
“Or yours?”
“Or mine. I can, however, only hope to find someone who
accepts my unwomanly interest in politics, so I am more indifferent to her
efforts, providing I am not married off to someone too far into his dotage to comprehend that I am a
blue stocking. Having my own household
is attractive enough to be more tolerant.
I would like to find love, of course; who would not? But I accept that it might be an ideal which
is outside the bounds of hope.”
“A sad enough prospect. For my part, I have always hoped for at least
friendship, and had almost given up hope of finding a female with whom I might
hold a rational conversation. I think
perhaps we must engineer a meeting in the vestibule; I believe if you will give
me a few minutes’ start and follow me out, we might be able to converse there.”
“Thank you; that is quick witted
of you.”
Lily came into the vestibule,
half wondering whether it was going to be a trick, and some cruel game to make
fun of her in public. However, he was
there, and he smiled and came over.
“Ma’am! Am I to suppose you are Miss Rendersby? Your butler tells me you were responsible for
choosing the flowers and arranging them, did you choose the language of flowers
deliberately?”
“I did sir; but we have not been
introduced.”
“Oh, I am Garth Fletcher; I
wanted to say how much I liked the arrangements. Ivy for married fidelity tumbling down with
honeysuckle for bonds of love, the uprights in myrtle and red rose for true
love, and Jasmine for amiability, filled
out with gillyflowers for lasting beauty.
I breed flowers as an avocation.
May I call on you?”
“I … I would be delighted, Mr.
Fletcher, if my stepmother is agreeable.”
“Then if she is agreeable, I will
take you for a drive tomorrow afternoon.”
“Thank you, sir,” said Lily.
“I do not know who this Garth
Fletcher is,” said Mrs. Rendersby, when Lily spoke to her next day. “It was a dreadful squeeze, of course, but I
did not meet anyone; I did not even get to meet the duke, though dear Staithely
assured me that his cousin was there, even though he left early.”
Lily shrugged.
“He was one of those invited; I
believe he is a friend of the viscount,” she said. “He congratulated me on the floral
arrangements; apparently Gower had told him that I had done them, and he wished
to express his delight in the sentiments embodied in the flowers.”
“Dear me, I know nothing of the
language of flowers; it is the first womanly accomplishment you have shown,
though, Lily. I suppose this Mr. Fletcher
is one of the viscount’s hangers-on, but if he is not impoverished I dare say
he will do well enough for you. Of
course it is a disadvantage of not having had you attending all the balls, you
are so gauche you have no idea who anyone is.”
“No, ma’am,” murmured Lily. “He said he breeds flowers for an avocation;
a man who was poverty stricken would hardly have the time or resources to do
so.”
Mrs. Rendersby brightened.
“No, indeed. Then this may be a most fortuitous meeting,”
she said. “Do not be too forthcoming
about your deplorable interest in politics or you may lose a potential suitor!”
“I would not want a suitor who
did not accept me as I am, ma’am.”
“Lily, do not be stubborn! One cannot expect men to enter into the
interests we women have, and they do not expect us to hold any interests in the
provinces of those things that interest them.
It can only give a man a disgust for you! It is too bad of your father to encourage
these unwomanly ideas by discussing politics with you at breakfast, and making
you quite unmarriagable by so doing!”
“Then when I find a man prepared
to discuss politics with a woman, I will have found one who is suitable for me
to marry,” said Lily.
“You are as stubborn a mule!”
“I learned that, too, from my
father.”
Mrs. Rendersby sniffed.
Gower raised an eyebrow when
Garth arrived and asked to be introduced as Mr. Garth Fletcher, but proceeded
to do so. He had a bunch of flowers with
him which he handed to Lily.
Mrs. Rendersby greeted him
gracefully.
“I recall meeting you, now, Mr.
Fletcher,” she said. “We were not
properly introduced, but I recall you asking about the flowers. It was so busy though, I did not have a
chance to properly credit my other daughter.”
“Fortunately your excellent
butler was able to tell me who had chosen the flowers,” said Garth. “I trust your stepdaughter relayed my desire
to go driving with her?”
“Indeed, and had she danced at
the ball, I should have had to say no, but as it is, I have no objection,” said
Mrs. Rendersby.
Garth smiled.
“Then if Miss Rendersby is
ready?” he held out a hand. He noted her reading the message in his floral
offering, a single rose leaf, ‘I never importune’; at the front, fern leaves
for sincerity and the delicate ferny foliage of Coriander for hidden merit,
which was almost insolent of him, in a way, but then, she had been hidden, so
perhaps not so very inappropriate. The scent of the clove gillyflower, speaking
of dignity, rose to her nostrils, and she breathed it in, and chuckled to see
he had included borage for bluntness, the small flowers bluer than even a
summer sky.
“I am not quite ready since I
need to pick up my parasol and bonnet, once I have asked Gower to place your
bouquet in water,” said Lily. “I am glad
you did not change your mind!”
She tripped out of the door on
Garth’s arm, and waited while his groom tooled the phaeton round the square to
bring it to a halt.
“I wasn’t sure how long it would
take you to get ready, so I told him to exercise the horses so they wouldn’t
cool,” said Garth. “You were
delightfully quick.”
“I wouldn’t want to keep you
waiting,” said Lily, blushing slightly as he helped her up next to the
groom. Garth went round the back of the
carriage and was up onto the seat as the groom came down, taking the reins and
whip as he went. The carriage bobbed
slightly as the groom climbed up behind as a chaperon.
“Beautiful horses,” said Lily.
She had never sat so close to a man before, and she felt suddenly shy. She
could smell a faint muskiness clinging to him, and it was pleasant, and she
coloured. One did not sniff men as one
did flowers.
“Do you like horses?”
“Very much. Mama would not let me bring my riding mare to
London, though,
and did not think it worth while hiring one for the duration of our visit.
“Then you will, perhaps, permit
me to provide you with a mount, so we might ride out?”
“Oh do you have a spare
horse? I should like that very
much. I’ll need to get a saddle.”
“I should think I can manage
that, I’m sure there is a lady’s saddle in my stables. My mother liked to ride.”
“Then in that case I should be
very grateful.”
“I am hoping you will not mind a
slightly spirited mare?”
“No, not at all. I am not a bruising rider, and I do not enjoy
galloping at raspers, but I am a sufficiently capable horsewoman to have no
problems.”
Garth made a note to purchase a
spirited mare at the earliest convenience. Had she been nervous, he would have
spoken of borrowing a relative’s mount and acquired a quiet ride.
“Then we shall ride as well as
drive,” he said. “You will have to bring
a groom of your own if we are riding. I can provide a horse for your groom if
need be.”
“Thank you; we have only our
coachman and his boy who helps with the horses.
Will the boy be suitable? I do
not know all the intricacies of etiquette, you know.”
“The boy should be suitable. It is a shame you have not been able to get
out much, the Season is wearing on and it is becoming uncomfortably hot, save
in the early evening.”
“Mama is considering bringing me
out for the Little Season, if she cannot contrive to have me respectably
married,” said Lily. “She is of the
opinion that someone with enough income to have an avocation like flower
breeding, which I told her about, might be quite suitable, so unless you wish
her to note that your attentions are particular, it would be a good time to
flee.”
“I do not think I wish to flee,”
said Garth. “It is too soon to know how
deeply my feelings might be engaged, but I am certain that we have a good
chance at friendship, and it is rash to ask for more on first acquaintance,
wouldn’t you say?”
Lily laughed.
“Oh, Arabella was in love with
her viscount the moment she met him; described him as the most beautiful young
man she had ever seen,” she chuckled.
He glanced at her, and his eyes
laughed.
“Well, nobody could say that
about me,” he said.
“But then, you have a
distinguished face which will still be distinguished when you are old,” she
said, seriously. “Beautiful faces fade,
but at least they will both fade together.”
“Paul won’t take a mistress when
his wife’s looks go,” said Garth, firmly.
“He’s steadfast and true.”
“Sounds like a pair of good gun
dogs,” said Lily.
“And about as good at independent
thought? Yes, I fear so,” Garth
sighed. “Not necessarily good for a
future duke.”
“So long as he treats my sister
well, I don’t actually care,” said Lily.
“After all, this duke cousin of his should get married and have an heir
of his own if it bothers him. Is your
groom quite well? I heard him cough,” she
added in an undertone.
“Oh, he has a frog in his throat
but he is quite well,” said Garth, glad to be able to speak of something other
than the duties of dukes to marry.
“Good, I am glad he is not unwell
or I should urge you to take me back right away so he could physick himself.”
“I am glad you are more careful
of the welfare of servants than your own family is of yours,” Garth’s tone was
sober.
“Oh, Mr. Fletcher, is it wicked
of me to think that Mama sent me deliberately?
She knows I was a sickly child, though I have mostly outgrown it, but I
cannot help but wonder if she hoped I might take influenza so that Arabella
might have her chance instead of me.”
“I fear it would not surprise me
in the least; your stepmother struck me as quite calculating,” said Garth. “Though I base much of this belief on what
Paul has said, for I do not generally go into society. I am more comfortable at home with a good
book, and with my Pelargoniums and Georgianas, or out riding on my lands,
trying to take as much interest in prosaic farming as I do in growing
flowers. My steward keeps me informed
and I make intelligent noises from time to time,” he added.
“Papa is happy with the land
too,” said Lily, “But he does take an interest in farming. It sounds a very pleasant life, and if you
have no need to get married, an idyllic one in not having to be sociable if you
do not feel like it.”
“And usually I do not; but I am
glad that I permitted Paul to persuade me to go to his engagement ball,” said
Garth. “I swear more than half the
people there did not even know my name, or even if I was one of the servants,
because of wearing my hair long.”
Lily chuckled.
“Not with such fine clothing,”
she said. ”You sound as though you find such anonymity very satisfying.”
“I am a private sort of person. I
take my place in the House of course, but I do not linger to socialise.”
“Oh, are you a Member of
Parliament then? Where do you
represent?”
“I … I have enough of a title to
allow me to sit as a Lord,” said Garth.
“That will make you more
attractive to Mama, I fear,” said Lily.
“Well, she is out of luck, since
I don’t intend to propose to her, but to you!”
He could have bitten his tongue
and flushed dull red.
“But you don’t know me very
well.”
“That is something I hope to change. Miss Rendersby, you are the first female I
have met whom I do not find a dead bore, and I don’t especially want to let you
get away, unless it is you who wishes
to flee.”
“You can make me laugh. I consider that a recommendation to say ‘yes’
whenever you should ask me. Papa is
droll enough at times, but I have not laughed since coming to London until I met you.”
“I think we should get to know
each other better, before we actually go further than rehearsing the question.”
“You are probably correct.”
The following day he had acquired
a spotted filly for her to ride, and they trotted out down the rides of Hyde Park, circumnavigating the Serpentine.
“If my political views were
opposed to yours, would that be a consideration?” asked Lily.
“Not at all. I cannot see you being a staunch Tory,
however.”
“You are a Whig also?” she was
surprised.
“I find myself more in accord
with their ideals, often enough.”
“I am glad; I should like to see
reforms in factories so children were not harmed by machinery, and to have
climbing boys banned. I suppose that the interests of those incarcerated in
Bedlam should be those I consider as well.”
“I’ve supported bills to try to
force sweeps to use the sweeping machine instead of children or geese,” he
said.
“Perhaps you should consider some
socialising then,” Lily blushed. “If you
had a wife who understood the issues, and who was capable of running dinner
parties, when informal chat might soften up the opposition …”
“Lily! You are amazing. You offer to give up some privacy for those
poor children …”
“I think I can handle losing some
privacy to give a hope to others of growing up whole,” said Lily, seriously.
“Then I will call on your
stepmother to ask permission to ask for your hand.”
Arabella was bubbling when Lily
returned.
“Why, Lily! You did not tell me
you have snared the elusive duke!” She cried.
Lily stared.
“What do you mean?” she demanded.
“Why, one of my friends saw you
driving with him, Lord Blazely himself!”
Lily felt her head spin.
“I have been driving and riding
with Mr. Garth Fletcher,” she said. “No,
he is not a Mister, he said he had enough title to sit as a lord. But …”
Arabella laughed.
“Staithely’s family name is
Fletcher,” she said. “He’s Paul
Fletcher, Lord Staithely. I haven’t
told Mama yet.”
“Arabella … if … if he is Blazely
… and if he did offer for me, would you be offended?”
“Not in the least! Paul …uh, Staithely … doesn’t want to be a
duke, too much like hard work! And
whatever he wants, I want.”
“Then … do you mind not telling
Mama? I need to decide whether I can
accept, knowing that he has been practising a deception or not.”
“Of course I won’t tell her. Is he going to make an offer? Famous!”
“Lily, my dear, Mr. Fletcher has
something particular he wishes to say to you!”
Mrs. Rendersby looked coy, and Lily tripped down to the salon to speak
to her admirer. To her relief, Mrs.
Rendersby did not follow her into the room.
Garth was there, looking down his
nose, the way he had done in company. He
was nervous.
“Lily … I have a confession to
make,” he said.
“That you are Blazely? My sister told me,” said Lily.
“And she has not told her
mother?”
“Sometimes sisters keep secrets
between themselves,” said Lily. “I want
to know why, because my first feelings were of betrayal, that you had been
playing with me; or that you merely wanted someone who could be talked into
providing you with an heir.”
“An heir would be desirable, and
I was dreading the idea of looking for a wife until I happened upon you in the
library when I was not even seriously considering starting looking,” he pinched
the top of his nose. “I did not want to
scare you off by giving my title, and moreover, I’d escaped without giving it
to your stepmother. I didn’t want to be
betrayed. And then … I thought I could
court a girl who seemed interesting more easily as a plain ‘Mister’, without as
much brouhaha as I thought your stepmother might make.”
“You are correct; she would have
made me refuse your invitations,” said Lily. “She would see it as cutting Arabella
out, without consulting Arabella on how she felt. I did consult Arabella and as her Staithely
has no desire to be a duke, she has no desire to be a duchess.”
“And do you? Have a desire to be a duchess?”
“I’d rather be Mrs. Fletcher, but
I suppose the title has to be accepted with good grace if it’s what it takes to
marry a man I think I might grow to love.”
He took two strides towards her,
and pulled her into his arms, and lifted her chin.
“Lily!” he said, and kissed her.
Lily almost panicked to be in
such close proximity to a man, but his lips were gentle on hers, and she found
herself flushed with warmth, and opening her lips under the pressure of his,
and sliding her arms around him, to reach up his broad back. She wriggled to
get an arm free to get it around his neck, and untie the bow in his hair, so
she could bury her fingers in it.
“Wanton,” he muttered, near her
mouth. He did not sound displeased. “I
was wrong. Not a Rose, but a
Bramble. A delicate and lovely flower,
plenty of prickles, but the sweetest fruit.”
She made a noise of contentment.
The door opened, and they sprang
apart.
“Well now, have you an
announcement to make?” Mrs. Rendersby
sounded even more coy.
“We’d better have, if you’re
going to kiss me like that without saying yes,” murmured Garth.
“Oh yes, Garth,” said Lily.
Garth bowed to Mrs. Rendersby.
“Madam, your daughter has made me
a very happy man, and I am delighted to announce our betrothal,” he said. “I will send notices to the newspapers, if
you would like that, my dear Bramble?”
“I should like it very much,”
agreed Lily.
It might be noted that when Mrs.
Rendersby read the notices in the newspapers she fell into strong hysterics and
needed hartshorn to revive her, and would not even speak to Lily for a week.
By then, however, Garth had
ridden into the country and insisted that Mr. Rendersby should come to London for a marriage on
an ordinary licence, but one which meant at least that Lily would not have to
wait three weeks for the banns to be read to get out from under her
stepmother’s baleful presence.
And Lily walked up the aisle on
her father’s arm in a wedding gown hastily made up for her, and made her
responses firmly.
“And now, my bride, I have no
intention of stopping until we are well out of London ,” said Garth, when they finally got
into the carriage. “I have arranged a cottage which I own, in which we may stop
on the way to my country seat, as a rest from the rigours of travel, but only
for the one night. I long to show you my gardens.”
“Good,” said Lily. “I hate to think of all those jealous
pelargoniums and georgianas missing you.”
Her husband kissed her
thoroughly.
“My dearest Bramble, I look
forward to you speading all over my, no, our
house and garden.”
“Some gardeners reckon blackberry
brambles to be a weed.”
“A weed is a plant in a place you
do not want it. I cannot think of any
part of my life in which I do not want you very much indeed.”
Lily wrapped herself around her
new husband with a contented sigh, and firmly undid the queue of his hair to
bury her fingers in it again as she kissed him back.
The coach was too bumpy for the
newlyweds to achieve much in the way of satisfactory kisses, but when they got
to the cottage, which had roses over the door, with only his groom to cook for them,
they might explore further than kisses to their hearts’ content. And there Garth acted as lady’s maid to his
new wife and showed her how much he had come to love her.
